Colorful

Colorful

You promised you wouldn’t hurt me and that you’d always be there for me.
Why did you lie?
I thought everything was going good, because I was falling head over heels for you.
Even when we got into fights, we came out of them stronger.

If you were so afraid of my past, why did you ask me out?
Maybe it’s not normal for girls these days to have a past like mine,
But please forgive me for the fact that Yeah, I’ve made some bad choices
And yeah, my record is a little bit colorful.
But did my scars really get to you so much that you couldn’t stand to call me your girlfriend anymore?

You said I was still your girl and that you would still hug me and look at me the same,
But a week has gone by and still I haven’t heard from you.
Maybe it works differently where you are from,
But here, I’m not going to just sit here and be your girl while you try to see past the ugliness of my skin,
Because I’m sorry to say, the only beauty left in me was shredded when you decided I wasn’t good enough for you.

I guess, if nothing else, I can still look forward to when the sting of this pain leaves,
Because even though the pain helps to remind me that I still feel something,
It also means I’m a little bit stronger…

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